Sometimes I close my eyes and in my head, all I can see is me as a little girl and compare her to who I am now. All I wanna do is turn to her, drop onto my knees and tell her
I'm sorry I messed up. I'm sorry for all the hardtimes. I'm sorry for the pain I caused. I'm sorry for all the scars on the wrist, on the thighs and all the unseen scars at the heart. And I'm sorry to put you through all this. Sorry it didn't turned out well. The stupid decisions Ive made, it was a stupid mistake. I was stupid. I'm sorry for letting you down, girl.
I'm sorry for not turning into the girl you want me to be..
